LOLLIPOP!!

aah!i like to suck it
ooh!i love to lick it

with love towards it, my heart floods
loving it is in my blood

mmMm..it tastes so sweet
i can lick and suck it to any beat

in my mind, its always on the top
u guessed wrong..its a lollipop


maybe this is not the best of poems..but i still tried!!:-P

beter late than never!!

most things r easy 2 say then actualy DOIN them..lik for eg-ur parents tel u 2 study nd 2 tel dat is easy 4 them.but they dont actualy knw how hard studyin is..maybe they lost touch of wat studyin feels lik o maybe they didnt study wen they had 2 in their time.anyway..ryt now im not gona talk abt studyin..i thnk its time v thote mo abt our religion.its easy 4 u 2 say dat u dont pray 5 tyms a day..but do u knw how serious dat is??maybe u dont..but il tel u..any1 who mises a prayer on purpose is not a muslim..he/she automaticaly bekums a kafir.da only thng dat differs a muslim frm a kafir is salat [prayer].i learnt ths 2day nd thote of sharin ths lil but important knowledge wit u..hope u thnk twice abt not prayin frm now on..its not late 4 u 2 start being gud..

xams r mostly tough coz....

every1 whos any1 who givs a damn abt da marks they get in an xam wud study their head off b4 it..nd they wud mostly b successful in learnin most things.wen they go 2 da xam they wud knw abt 90% of da stuf they shud knw..da problem begins wen they get da xam ppr nd finish readin da 1st qn.wen u finish readin it u wud b tired nd bored.this is not a gud mood 2 do an xam.furthermo,u wil b bored of da ppr only aftr readin da very 1st qn.in adition 2 this..u prolly didnt understand a word in da qn.so u hav 2 read again nd u wil b xhausted trynna understand it.ud prolly understand mo than u did da 1st tym nd then ul try 2 anser da qn..nd ul knw da anser 2 da qn.da dificult part is 2 phrase da anser.ul hav 2 thnk so hard dat ur butt wud ache nd ur eyes bekum tearin of strainin ur brain so much..jst 2 THINK of wat 2 rite [imagine wat wil hapen wen u finish ritin it]!!da qns r made in such a way dat it wud confuse u so much nd u wudnt knw wat da xaminer wants frm u-apart frm torturin u.u wudnt knw wat 2 rite..but u wud knw da anser all along..u jst wudnt knw wat 2 rite.coz if u rite 2 much u wud lose marks..nd if u rite 2 lil ul stil lose marks.my wish is dat da generations 2 come wont hav 2 face ths typ of torture nd dat da ppl who mak test pprs wud hav a lil bit of mercy on us..aameen! ;-P

CRYIN IS GUD!!

in my opinion guys who cry r totaly gr8..i mean they r da only ppl who seem 2 hav a heart.i knw dat all guys cry..but they deny it.acordin 2 them they dnt even hav tear ducts..nd da word "CRY" is not in their dictionary.they thnk dat its weak 2 cry..but da truth is wen u cry a lot of stres goes off ur brain nd u feel beter.sometimes ppl cry wen they get angry..this taks away a bit of their anger.in short..cryin is v gud 4 health.nd ppl who kn cry r indeed v lucky.i knw ths coz sum years bak i had trubl in cryin nd i felt awful ALL DA TYM!!wen i say all da tym,i MEAN all da tym.wen i was 12 i was always cheerful nd hapy,but as i grew older thngs began 2 chang nd sum sad stuf began hapenin..dats wen i wanted 2 cry nd realised i knt.no mater how hard i wana cry i cudnt..jst two o three tears wud cum outta my eyes nd dats it.all da tym thr wud b a big lump in ma throat coz i knt cry.it totaly sukd.but now i kn cry mo than b4..i KNOW ths sounds ridiculous.me ritin abt CRYIN of all thngs nd actualy takin it seriously..but i jst wanted 2 share wit u sum stuf i knw frm xperience.anyways,i lik guys who cry..not lik a cry baby nd cryin all da tym.i lik guys who dnt pretend dat they dnt cry..its lik pretendin dat they dnt hav hearts o feelings.nd besides it feels gud 2 knw dat urnt da only one who cry..feels gud 2 knw dat cryin is absolutely normal nd NOT cryin o denyin da fact dat u cry is abnormal.hehe.

OH DAMMIT!!

ths election thngy is getin in2 ma nerves nd eatin ma head.seriously,whrever i go all i hear now is "barulamaany" "riyaasee"!!even da ppl under 18 r talkn abt it lik they knw all abt it wen they realy dnt.even in ma skul they r talkn abt da stupid election.i knw its important nd all but its stil a "sirru vote" rite?so y talk abt it wit every1?y tel every1 ur opinions?ok!!maybe its nice 2 share ur thotes,but ALL DA TYM?isnt thr a limit 4 it?i mean cmon..im dyin here.sik of it!!
thank god 2day da votin wil b finaly over..but i hav a v bad feelin dat ths aint da end 2 it.

RADIOACTIVITY ND LYF!!

ths yr iv learnt abt radioactivity 4 da 1st tym in ma lyf nd i jst cudnt help thnkn dat radioactivity is related 2 lyf in ways dat u never thote of..its related 2 our hearts..[girls' hearts]
u all knw abt nuclear fission ryt?incase u dunno,il giv u a brief abt it!.nuclear fission is da process of breakin up of da nucleus of a heavy atom in2 2,mo o les equal fragments wit da release of a large amount of energy.wat hapens is,wen a neutron strikes da nucleus of an atom,it bekums unstabl nd splits in2 2 liter nuclei of roughly equal mass,shootin out 2 o 3 neutrons.if neutrons frm da fission of 1 nucleus-dat is da 2 o 3 neutrons shot out-go on 2 split anothr nuclei of anothr atom,a chain reaction taks place..
IN REAL LYF da neuton which strikes is a guy,da atom is a gal's heart,da release of gr8 amount of energy is love.
now,a guy cums nd strikes da gal's heart nd aftr sum days,weeks,months o very rarely YEARS he wud brk up wit her so her heart wud b broken in2 2 parts of roughly same mass ND she wud bekum unstabl.wen he brks up da gal wud start 2 lik/love sum othr guys nd she wud shoot out neutrons..wel in real lyf she wud shoot out LOVE-maybe by flirtin o letin da guy knw abt her feelins-2 all da guys she lik..so ths is a chain reaction.i mean da guys wud lik her 2,most of da tym nd she wud date da 1 guy she liks/loves best nd again he wud brk up nd her heart wud again b broken..in real lyf da chain reaction occurs wit da same atom..i mean HEART..

dus ths mak sens??2 me it dus!maybe u dunno how 2 xplain dat nicely..

HARRY POTTER!!

i hated readin,i mean..i DESPISED readin wen i was in grades 1,2,3,4 and until da last term of grade 5..ths resulted in me getin v low marks in readin comprehensions.my parents started 2 get woryd abt ths nd forced me 2 read buks which i had absolutely no interest in..so umm wel i didnt read them.but my parents thote i read all those stupid goosebumps storys they bote me.
thennnnn i came 2 knw abt da HARRY POTTER!! series.so many ppl likd it,so i jst thote "oh wat da hell" nd started 2 read da very 1st book in dat series;"HARRY POTTER ND DA SORCERE'S/PHILOSOPHER'S STONE"!!gawd..even da BUK is lik magic;i cudnt tak my face off da buk.2 tel shortly..i got addicted 2 it.
i HAD 2 read da 2nd buk-"HARRY POTTER ND DA CHAMBER OF SECRETS"!!ths buk was-if posibl-BETER than da 1st..in da 3rt term of grade 5 i lost only one mark frm da readin comprehension..ths made my parents thnk dat they SHUD buy me da HP series!![even THEY thote its magic even tho they deny it].HAHA!!so dat i kn get gud marks! :-D
da 3rd nd 4th parts wer gr8 2.
HARRY POTTER ND DA ORDER OF DA PHOENIX was released @ da same tym in most of da countrys-v bote it @ dat tym..but it tuk a whole week 4 me 2 finish it.HARRY POTTER ND DA HALF BLOOD PRINCE was marvelous..MARVELOUS i tel u..i nearly cryd wen dumbldore died.
then came da 7th nd last part.i was lukin 4ward 2 it since well..since i finishd readin da 6th buk.updated maself by readin everythn in !!da release of da last buk in da HP series fild me wit mixd emotions..i was sad coz i knew thr wont b any othr buk in ths FABULOUS series nd also i was hapy coz i kn finaly read it..nd many mo othr feelins which i knt xplain by mere words [maybe coz my vocab sux].
anyways u ppl who havent read da buks nd dnt lik 2 read it coz u thnk its 2 childish must hav a 2nd thote abt it..it wil open a whole new world 4 u,but da gud part is-u wont always b absorbed in dat world-u kn jst switch 2 da HP world wen ur bored!! :-D

DAMMIT!!

aah..its dat tym again.how i wish ths never has 2 hapen.i mean its not lik vrnt goin thru a lot in our personal [non-educaional] life.nd in addition 2 ths v hav 2 stres abt our EXAMS.i dnt thnk i kn handl it 4 long.all these yrs iv dun 55 term exams..nd despite ths iv stil not learnt 2 learn da lessons day 2 day.everytym i get da results [which almost never satisfies my parents] i always aim 2 keep everythn up 2 date.but i never kn do it [sigh] dats one of my many weaknesses.i jst always thnk dat everythn els in life is mo important than studyin..or maybe not.i KNOW dat studyin is mo important but sumhow i jst giv mo priority 2 everythn els..lik wat im doin ryt now.my exams start 2moro nd c wat im doin!!?!!i was studyin jst now but cudnt jst resist 2 update ths blog.but later im sure il regret it..SEE?i KNOW il regret it nd yet im doin ths. :-S umm ur confused ryt?so am i..
anyways i wont b updatin ths until da exams r over..hope u mis me.hehe.
OH..

AM I WEIRD??

ths qn has been in my mind since i joined aminiyya-am i weird?wen i was in GS ppl likd 2 talk 2 me nd i was kinda popular..but aminiya is a totaly dfrnt atmosphere.many ppl knw me but they r kinda scared 2 talk 2 me.i dunno y.i mean i dnt thnk i luk lik im gona eat em if they talk..even tho im not a v pleasant site.is it coz im fat?nd dark?o am i so bad @ bein frendly 2 ppl?i mean thr cant b such a big chang jst coz i went 2 aminiya rite?if i was frendly in GS then i shud b now 2..nd ths is one of da many reasons y i HATE aminiyya..

GUD ND EVIL-MIXED UP!!

these days ppl thnk dat gud thngs r bad nd bad thngd r gud.they KNOW wats bad nd wats gud..but they dnt wana blv wats bad is bad nd wats gud is gud..
4 exampl now a guys is not a guy o hes isnt kool unles he has a neklace on his nek o hasnt pierced sum parts of his body nd if he dusnt hav a bracelet.hes not a guy unles he reveales most of his bak wen he bends..wen his belt is not hangin on his butt.
a gal isnt a gal o she isnt kool unles she wear mini skirts nd sleeveles tops.a gal isnt kool unles she uses bad language [same goes 4 da guys].if she wears buruga she shudnt hesitate 2 tak it off infront of her bf [but da whole point of buruga is 2 NOT let him nd others c her without it rite].if she sez sumthn lik "u shudnt sing wen its thunderin" shes considered as a 80's minded gal..its da sam if she hesitates 2 kis o hug her bf.
even now as im ritin ths im thnkn dat u guys wont lik ths..coz u dnt wana agree wit me do u?no1 wants 2 blv dat wat he/she dus is bad..nd im NOT sayin dat im sum1 who dont do bad stuff-but even if i do thngs dat rnt gud,atleast ryt now im doin da ryt thng by letin u knw dat da aforementioned stuf rnt gud.

WATER!!

part 2..

Lila held her hand on her mouth, dumbstruck with fear of what…who lied before her eyes. Her beautiful grayish-blue eyes filled with tears. It was the most horrible sight she ever saw. Ash checked Brad’s pulse, she felt nothing. His mouth was soaked with blood. Brad had been such a good friend. None of them knew that he died because of his loyalty.
Ash went back to Emily and patted her back, trying her best to comfort her. All of a sudden the main door swung open and in came Tom and Nathan, their face filled with concern. Ash told them what had happened with difficulty, and all of them went to the kitchen together. As Em and brad were orphans, the good friends planned their funeral themselves. They spent the night together in Em’s house.
Two years passed after Brad’s death and the five friends planned on a picnic again. They seemed to have forgotten about Brad. Emily was writing in her journal with Nathan’s arm around her shoulder as Tom drove. Ash and Lila were busy exchanging juicy gossip.
It took them five hours to reach their destination. It was ten O’ clock at night and they were very tired. Desperately in need of sleep or at least a rest, they went inside their tents. Lila found it difficult to sleep because of the unpleasant sound of owls hooting. She got out of the tent very quietly and went over to the tent that Em and Nathan shared. She found a book lying outside their tent, so she started to read it. When she finished it she knew exactly what and whose it was. Her jaw dropped and she went to return it back to where it was. She kept it and opened the tent, but to her horror, only one body was lying there.
Suddenly, a hand grabbed her from behind, holding her hard on the mouth. She struggled hard to get free, but failed and drifted off. She woke up in a bath tub filled with water. She was in an old bathroom. Her head was spinning, trying to remember what had happened and suddenly, she felt a bolt of electricity traveling through her body. Then she lied still, in the bath tub…dead.
Next morning, everyone searched for Lila, but failed to find her. As Ash was Lila’s best friend, Em wanted to comfort her. She took her to the beach and finally they both were alone.
Being Lila’s steady boyfriend, for such a long time, tom was really sad. His closest friend Nathan had never seen him so worried. He never recalled a time of seeing Tom cry except for that day. So he did what every true friend would do; try to keep Tom in ease. He tried to be like Em and console him, but he heard the most unbelievable story in his whole life.
On the beach Emily started to talk, “I know about your feelings towards Nathan. Too bad he’s mine though. I wouldn’t let him go for anything or anyone. Then who do you think you are ton go after him? You mean nothing to him and nothing to me. Shame about everything. I mean, look at brad and now Lila. Nobody knows what happened to them.
“At least that’s what you fools think. Brad was poisoned by me, you know. He had no right to know about my plans to destroy you.” Ash could not believe what she was hearing. She started to run, but Emily skillfully gripped tight on her arm.

WATER!!

i rote this 2 years bak..here goes..

Natasha Johns had almost everything she wanted. Beauty, a rich family, intelligence and good friends. The only thing she wanted more was a boyfriend. Not just a boyfriend, but a certain handsome, athletic, blonde guy named Nathaniel Radcliff, also known as Nathan in short. Too bad he was already occupied by her friend Emily Fowler who did not know about her attraction.
Natasha was getting ready to go to a picnic, to an uninhabited island. She packed her bag with the necessary stuff she would need; sun block, bathing suits and sporty clothes. As Lila Robbins and Natasha had planned to go together to fetch Emily and Brad Fowler, Natasha drove to Lila’s house. All of them were going on the picnic with two other guys.
Her auburn, silky, shoulder length, straight hair was held lose. Her big green eyes were focused on the road, thinking of nothing, but driving. She liked to drive with rock music on, really loud; somehow it made her concentrate more.
“Hey Ash, so what do you think about going to an outing with your major crush Nathan?” Lila started conversation with her favorite topic. She had been Ash’s best friend since kindergarten. “Oh! You again. Don’t you know any other topics to chat about?” Ash said with a groan. “Anyways, he’s someone else’s property”.
“Like, why don’t you talk about Tom?” Ash suggested with a smile. “Speaking of him...why aren’t you going with Tom and coming with me instead? Anything wrong Li?” “Oh no! It’s just that he thinks I take too much time getting ready. Nothing’s wrong. No way, Ash. I would have told you before. After all we’re ‘the couple from heaven’” she said her eyes wide with astonishment. Then she wondered what would happen if something terrible like that happen in reality. No way. Only death will do us apart, Lila thought with hope. Only she did not know how far or near her death is!
Finally, they reached Brad and Em’s home. They heard someone crying out loud. Slowly, they realized that it was a girl and after a while they were certain that it was Emily as they recognized her voice. They sprinted inside the Fowler’s home, impatient to know what was so wrong that made Em cry so loud. Em was sitting on the floor, her curly, brown hair all over her face, crying her eyes out. Her face was as pale as death.
“Oh my God! What happened Em?” Ash was really worried. “I’ll call Tom and Nathan” Lila volunteered. Once again, Ash repeated her question to Em.
Em took a long, deep breath “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh” she screamed. “Br…Brad…Blood…Kitchen” Em pointed a finger toward the kitchen without being able to talk. Lila came back after calling the boys and they both hurried into the kitchen, leaving Em alone in the living area.

2 b continued..hope u lik it!

DA EASY WAY IS NOT ALWAYS DA RITE WAY!!

ever noticed dat da thngs u wana do is sumthn bad?wel..i hav!!
leme giv u sum everyday examples:
u wana chat or wel..use da internet nd NOT study..DATS BAD!!
u wana do everythn BUT study..which is also bad!!
u wana skip skul o maybe sum clases..ges wat?dats NOT gud!!
u wana slyp nd not wake up 2 pray @ dawn..ooh!!VERY bad!!
u wana go 2 parties nd enjoy all nyt..aftr sum tym ul b a “partey”!!
nd da list goes on nd on..
u gota figure out a way 2 do da ryt thing nd not da easy thing in order 2 mak ur future successful.ryt now it myt seem lik ths is da tym u hav 2 enjoy lyf nd u liv once nd all da bloody shit which actually maks sum sense wen thote frm a v narrow angle.bt wat ur parents say is rite..wen u thnk abt it broadly.i mean u dnt want momentary hapines rite?u wana b hapy throughout ur lyf nd in order 2 do dat u gotta sacrifice sumtyms.
its not only ur future in danger..ur afterlyf 2.if u dnt wana spend eternity in hell fire [which is WAY hotter than da fire v see everyday] then u gota chose da rite path rather than da easy one..
wish u all gud luk..nd hope ul tak my advice!!

OMG!!

oh god oh god oh god oh god!!tomoro is my v first olevel exam..GCE olevel english..im so scared.hope ul pray 4 me..

IT'S FUNNY!!

iv thote abt ths loads of tyms..lik all da tym.ths keeps happenin around us so often but v never realy thote abt it deeply.
ok here's da thing.how many of ur boyfriends/galfrends broke up wit u 2 date anothr gal/boy?maybe not so many but im sure most of u have heard abt it..frm ur frend o sum1 els.
wen ths guy/gal starts 2 date anothr gal/guy,dat new gal/guy wud act lik UR her/his enemy..i mean she's/he's datin da guy/gal so SHE/HE shud b UR enemy rite?not da othr way round.SHE/HE stole UR boyfrend nd yet SHE'S/HE'S angry wit YOU..its funny!!rite?hehe
but in real life its not funny,it jst makes u furious nd angry nd well..ANGRY..